This day forward ripple effect lyrics

Lips seal into kisses of deception pouring glass down throats of unconditional love infected with untrustworthy schemes outlined in shadows lips seal into kisses of whispers warn me through violent ties I've worn myself down through years spent reminiscing over dead melodies and solely dreaming impossibilities every crash of ever wave sends me crashing back to point zero intact with self resentment dissolved and slowly boiled in a bowl of sweet lies to drench in attachment only to later drown in abandonment is this real? What I bleed? Staring at the ceiling with eyes dripping crescent shaped tears of self pity I ask myself is this something real I bleed or have my lips gone breathless to selfish desires