Refused inclination lyrics

It's gone the safest escape, no trace of recognition 



I spot some fragments, but its to distant 



I feel it burning close, there's no difference 



afraid to let you inside, but it's just to persistent 



When I inhale to scream, I feel no strength in my body 



I feel numb and weak, I've lost again 



Sometimes I'm afraid to try and sometimes try is all I can do 



Afraid to connect, to reach joy 



what was the lowest price that I could possibly pay 



I shudder to reflect on it, I try to let it fade 



its coming on again, too strong to deny, breathe and make another try 



How do we define strength to carry on 



I haven't lost my faith, I'm still strong.