Q strange lyrics eternal bliss lyrics

This is for all the lost souls, there is hope







Happiness is all I want but I am caught by misery



And no one understands or even cares if I just live or die



There is only one way out and I am not afraid to take it



It's the only way I say is Su-i-cide {*repeat 3X*







This kids mom died when he was just fifteen



Left with his house his pops was a dope fiend



Who didn't give a fuck about him



He even thinks that he'd be better off without him



He goes to school with no friends and he's mad for



He misses his mom even though she was a crack whore



Comes through the backdoor so dad wont see



Cuz after school at 3' he gets greeted with a beat



He has to go around with smelly clothes and no socks



While other kids rocked new Nike's and Reeboks



He's not happy with his miserable existence



Sometimes he has the urge to just say 'Good Riddance'



Grew up around drugs but never thought about trying it



Tried to not become a product of his environment



He tried even to talk to his pillow like a psychiatrist



Screaming in to it 'Why did she have to die'



Mom was in a program to get off the stuff



I guess she wasn't ready, or strong enough



But if she was alive it wouldn't be good either



Cuz dad used to beat her every day and mistreat her



He hates his father but it's all he has left



He doesn't want to live because he's afraid of death



But maybe he think that he'd be better off dead



He grabbed a paper and a pen, wrote a note and it said:







(Chorus X 3)







He feels a little nervous because he doesn't know what left it



What be the best to end it – He's starting to cry now.



Time now – he wants to just think it through



Life stinks it's true but there's got to be a better way



A better day may come but it ain't likely



'It's a constant battle in this life, It fights me'



He thinks that he's a coward but in fact he's real brave



Never gave in to temptations that put his mother in the grave



He wants to be saved, but no one hears his cries for help



except for god in heaven, still he wants to kill himself



He wasn't brought up to know about god and the bible



He own short life was spent nothing but survival



Suicidal thoughts evading his young mind



Sunshine is something he ain't seen in a long time



He can't take the loneliness and the sadness



Goes in the other room and gives his dad a kiss



Even though he's passed out from the drugs



He still only has - and in a way still loves him



He wants to join his mom in eternal bliss



Got in the bathtub and sliced his wrist



As he watched his blood pour out the veins and down the drain



He said goodbye to the pain







(Crying)







(Chorus) - repeat 4X







There is hope, you can get help



There's somebody you can talk to



There is hope







(Chorus) - repeat 2X