88 miles per hour now it is then lyrics

i let them have their way and it was awful, awfully great

the irony built, the glasses unfilled,

and you said goodbye again but never left



it's so me to be bringing you down

it's so you to be falling, now it's then



so laugh a little to feel better cuz soon you'll be alone

not that i want to go, but i have to, i must be strong

i must belong, but that is not the case

your eyes scream stay, but you're words so soft keep pushing me away



(spoken): patience is a force, an efficacy i cannot seem to build

what i do i don't want to, what i don't, i do

they're growing on me

i think that's why i grew a hate for love, but i must love them, i must

for if i don't that trial will be my last

no one wants to die alone, no one but me