504 plan kristen beam lyrics

On the morning 

i woke up and screamed out loud 

my god what happened to the life 

that once made me so proud 

thoughts of dying 

thoughts of living past today 

they scream through my head openly 

in an open minded state 

now im stuck here 

bloody flesh and bones and skin 

its not what happened to my mind 

this is just the mess im in 

cant i break, all these chains 

im sad 

where were you, i need you 

im sad 

we could be, wait and see 

im sad 

but of course im not, sane again 

im sad when you werent old enough to choose 



can i take that 

what i want back 

can i take back what i deserve, 

or will i be left untill, 

everyone is dead 

what will i 

take for my self 

can i take back what i deserve, 

or will i be left until 

everyone is dead 



now im stuck here, 

bloody flesh bones and skin 

its not what ive done to my life 

its just the mess im in 

when i break free 

from the things that hold me here 

encumbered by, the sweet embrace 

of many well earned tears 

i can speak now, 

from my heart and to my head 

im losing touch, 

im holding on to corpses of words said 



cant i break, all these chains 

im sad 

where were you, i need you 

im sad 

we could be, wait and see 

im sad 

but of course im not, sane again 

im sad when you werent old enough to choose 



can i take that 

what i want back 

can i take back what i deserve, 

or will i be left untill, 

everyone is dead 

what will i 

take for my self 

can i take back what i deserve, 

or will i be left until 

everyone is dead