504 plan beating pillows lyrics

When i think to myself, 

and i wonder what ive done 

to deserve all the pain, 

that i have inside, 

alone in my bed, 

i try not to see what i could have been 

your new boyfriend, 

thats just what i want, 

for christmas this year, 

ill pray and ill beg 

i just need you here 

i just need you right here 



a small thing, 

that im asking 

i just need someone to hold me near, 

and i need, your arms were holding me tight untill i fall asleep 

and i cant think of no one else, 

i miss you so much that i hate myself 

i think of all the things i should have said 

but now youre gone and im in pain